Touch Me Not Plant – Shy, Humble, Sensitive

Touch Me Not Plant – Shy, Humble, Sensitive

Touch me not” as I will react, retract. I am sensitive. I am shy. I am humble.  And, I have little tiny claws that will sting you.. Talking about stings, I am snake bite venom, contain the “God molecule”, will alleviate your depression and anxiety, balance your sexual energy, and then put you to sleep.   And, oh, look, I have mystical pink pom pom flowers that cheerlead life.  I am considered a toxic weed but I will clean your soil.   I maybe a small little plant, but I come with a powerhouse of teachings.  And, so beautiful to look at and so mysterious to touch.       

Mimosa Pudica, the humble sensitive plant, seems to hold a very pertinent lesson for us in today’s world.   It speaks volumes in it’s tender smallness and yet arcs a lesson for us human’s that we just do not understand it all and perhaps cannot with our mind, alone.  Humility will spawn electrical looking pink circles (pom poms) perhaps a symbol for power in the plant world (cats claw also has the same flowers) 

I recently came across this plant in a local garden with my (almost) 2 year old grand-daughter, Kaya.  She made me sit..  She gently touched the leaves beaming with delight as they retracted.   “You do it”  she exclaimed!   WOW!  Crazy, she said.   Of course I laughed and felt the same intrigue she did.  I collected a root cutting and seeds.

Mimosa Pudica, you are a perfect plant for today’s world affairs.  And, as plant signatures and names of plants often give away their uses, you whisper a wisdom well beyond your size.    Her leaves are fine acacia like.  She spreads in waste areas..   Her flowers, well, they are pink pom poms!  And, touch her and she’ll react. Poof!

The name Pudica in latin means shy, bashful or shrinking. Well,  when you touch the leaves she responds by closing each leaf nodule in a sequential folding.    It is the coolest thing ever and it leaves the observer in a sorta pleasant glee.    It is also known as the “sensitive” plant.   My, with a name like that I think all empaths should meet this plant as it insinuates we have a psychological treasure in this plant that crosses thresholds to eclectic understanding/wisdom.  Any plant with this name must be a friend of all empaths.  I wonder if it is a medicine for the empaths, especially the shy sensitive ones?

In the Amazon the plant is known as Chami  Chami, which means pure, bright, beautiful, fresh, everything’s gonna be alright sorta thing. It is made into a tea for treating sleep disorders. I suppose things are alright in dream world.  Women soak the leaves in the juice pressed from the roots and smear the resulting juice between their breasts and on the soles of their feet. They claim that this gives them “increased sexual power”.  Considering this, it is no wonder that it is also use as snake bite venom.  A water extract of the roots has shown significant neutralizing effects on the lethality of the venom of the cobra.   

In Quechuan, it is know as Punyo-Sisa (Sisa I found out is  slang for “yes”) and its’ leaves are placed in the pillows of elders and children, again, as a sedative and sleeping agent. In Brazil, the plant is called Jurema and is used as an ingredient in the initiatory drink of ceremony.  It is claimed to contains 5-Methoxy-N,N-dimethyltryptamine (5-MeO-DMT; also known as ‘5-MeO-DMT) which is the same compound found in’ ‘Toad’ medicine (Bufo-alvarius toad venom).    While DMT is the Spirit Molecule, 5-MeO-DMT is considered ‘The God Molecule’. Psychoactive, snakes and toads, oh my!   

In the Philippines, Mimosa pudica is regarded as an aphrodisiac for frigid women and men.. For women, they pick and boil the leaves. Apparently, just as the leaves fold together when picked, they open up again when boiled and the opened leaf is a symbol for the vagina when it is open for sexual activity.  

In India, the leaves are chewed and the resulting mush is spread unto the fresh wounds to stop bleeding.  In Nicaragua it is used for stomach aches, ‘cleaning the womb’, to stop menstruation and for gonorrhea. In Mexico is it know as: “Dormilona” and translated means “Sleepy head”. The root is used as a temporary birth control.    

Mimosa is known by a lot of names.

And, finally, Mimosa pudica has shown to produce an antidepressant-like profile similar to two tricyclic antidepressants:  clomipramine and desipramine    Depression and anxiety are among the world’s greatest public health problems.   Perhaps this is the connection to the sensitive empaths?

It seems this little shy, bashful, sensitive, pure, bright, beautiful fresh smiling plant is traditionally a very important herb having many important pharmacological activities…. analgesic,  antidiarrhoeal,  anti-inflammatory,  anticonvulsant,  antimicrobial, hepatoprotective activity,  antiasthmatic, anti-ulcer, antioxidant properties with emphasis on antidepressant and anxiolytic activity and it contains the “God Molecule”.  WHEW! 

But, the good news doesn’t stop!  From a gardening point of view, this shy plant is a nitrogen fixer.which is a vital element for plant growth and reproduction. It has also been tested in phyto-remediation of arsenic polluted soils.  Mimosa pudica significantly extracted and bioaccumulated the pollutant out of the soil and into its leaves.  It will also extract heavy metals such as copper, lead, tin, and zinc from polluted soils. This allows for the soil to gradually return to less toxic compositions.   

Although this little plant is loaded with medicine for human and nature alike, what intrigues me the most lies in the concept that plants don’t have brains, however, this little plant has a learning and memory capacity.  A study done with drops of water dropping on the plant showed that over time, it learned the water did not harm and therefore it stopped retracting its’ leaves.   And, this memory stayed (was not forgotten). (link) Somehow the plant also transferred this “information” to other plants who did not have the experience so neighbours understood too..  My question is isn’t memory and learning a cognitive process and intelligence can be described as the ability to solve problems?    So, this plant has movement, learning abilities and the ability to communicate.   It is theorized this retraction of the leaves is a transfer of minerals…a flash capacity….a charge of minerals.  That intrigues me even more!   The electrical universe has a lot to reveal to us humans!

There is still a mystery surrounding where and how our human memories are stored.  Could it be the same kind of machinery or energy that the Mimosa is utilizing?   Is it an invisible electric energy with intelligence?   And, as the “lesson” (being water isn’t harmful) was transferred to other plants, is it possible that there is an disembodied intelligence and the presence of a spirit we have yet to fully comprehend?

I agree that humans are special in regards to the fact as we are able to discern and debate.about intelligence. But it’s the quantity, not the quality of intelligence that sets us apart. We do exist on a continuum with the Mimosa, the radish, and the bacterium. 

This little shy plant shares with us that intelligence is a property of life,  I believe there is plant intelligence. It’s not like animal intelligence.  It is not like artificial intelligence. In fact, I feel like it’s more like a hive or swarm mentality  in that each cell or individual part of the plant contributes to the overall intelligence.  I believe it is electrical and magnetic.   Which is why you can so easily clone plants; the part that was separated has its own “mind” after separation and can grow into a new identical plant.    I meet Mimosa Pudica and the mystery just proves to be more  amazing.

For one little plant with tiny little pink pom poms to create such a stir as to the questions of what is intelligence and cognitive ability, is it possible that the sensitive mimosa is the perfect plant for empaths? Perhaps the most troublesome and troubling query for all humans is in the “thinking” about life  and what is “consciousness.”    We tend to define consciousness as an inward awareness of oneself experiencing reality—“the feeling of what happens”.   If so, then we can (probably) safely conclude that plants don’t possess it.   But if we define the term “consciousness” simply as the state of being awake and aware of one’s environment—“online,” as the neuroscientists say—then Mimosa Pudica may qualify as conscious beings.  And, that changes everything.

We do not see nature with our eyes, but with our understandings and our hearts.
Welcome to my garden Shy Sensitive Plant!

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A Spiritual Pickle.

A Spiritual Pickle.

We are in a circuit folks and it is causing a Spiritual pickle! I am seeing different types of attitudes emerging right now:

..those who don’t care
…don’t want to know
….those who know but don’t care
…..those who know and who care deeply.
Is it possible that those who don’t know and don’t care are in a better space? I don’t think so at all! Why, because they are not growing nor do they have potential to evolve.  They are numb and they are holding us all back.   I know many who know but “gave up” a long time ago and that implies they lost their care.    Basically, they summarize it is all as useless. They are not helping move things along though.  The latter two are the truth seekers.  And, all of the truth seekers are currently feeling a less than optimistic tension about the world affairs. With this tension comes the outright visibility of their own dysfunctions too. I suggest this is a good marker that change is afoot. I think we are in a critical phase.  I honor the truth seekers who care!
And, it is like crazy meeting crazy…guess what in this dynamic, that is when exhaustion moves in. Anyone want a drink, a smoke, a pill right now? Let’s totally distract ourselves from the realities. There are many ways to go numb. Although….the crazy still exists at the other end. So, now what?
With the increase in disillusionment (discovering the reality and seeing how dark it is) comes the tunnel of the dark nights. IAnd, in this chaos, I notice panic and anxiety rising. I have plenty of friends whom I would say are clinically depressed. Some are repressed. Some are profoundly sad. I see a glazed worry in many eyes. Is it possible we are going into a collective panic? Let’s look at what happens when the body goes into panic? You can’t catch your breath. You feel consumed by fear and may even thinking you’re dying — even though you’re really in no danger. The hormone adrenaline floods into your bloodstream, putting your body on high alert. Your heartbeat quickens, which sends more blood to your muscles. Your breathing becomes fast and shallow, so you can take in more oxygen. Your blood sugar spikes. All of these changes — which happen in an instant — give you the energy you need to confront a dangerous situation or get out of harm’s way quickly. But, there is one other thing that happens….your senses get sharper. Senses get sharper? What is that about? What if many of us are feeling a sacred anxiety that is rising to offer us another type of wake up…another sense of wakening?
And, as above, so below. Stay with me….
I assume…. many are seeking deeper answers, a greater understanding and a better way. We are learning and discovering that much of what we’ve been TOLD & taught is bull shit. Couple this with the shit happening on our computer/TV screens in the drama of global affairs and I don’t think anyone can say it is offering a state of inner peace. It’s chaotic and it is distracting. For those of us who have looked deeper into the rabbit holes, my gosh, it is so full of wretched stench and darkness, it sucks and is disgusting. Of course it is very difficult to digest (if digest is the correct word). It all amounts to sick lies that create disorder and chaos. So this awareness exists on one plane…  let’s think about water for a moment. Water exists in three distinct states — liquid (water), vapor (steam) and solid (ice). Like water, our being consists of three distinct elements–physical, mental and spiritual.  So, when our physical body is clamped, constrained, you can bet our other bodies are too.  How do we get out of it?
There are two possibilities to this discernment on the body states…. but first…let me share that I honour those who have gone down the rabbit holes. It is a dirty hole and it has a stench that really depresses us. But, I also know that these discoveries can knock out of Spirit and faith in humanity. And, it does put us into a panic mode….. so, here is what I am thinking…what if these panics were a gift from the Spiritual self/side to knock us into a deeper and different “wake up”?   What if the term wake up is not only about waking up to the truths (often horrible truths) about our world, but also about the truth of who we are and truths at the different levels of existence?
Either way, the goals is not to let the knowledge of darkness diffuse YOUR LIGHT!
IT IS NOT WHO WE ARE and it should NOT control us or dismember our mystical lights.
If truth were free, we’d all have it in spades already, and some of us wouldn’t be in the spiritual pickle we’re in. In my estimation, if we want real freedom in this life we have to study and acknowledge the different levels of existence.  We are not just of this world.   Too many people banging around down here on the physical plane who are too easily swayed into believing things for which there is literally no hope. Isn’t that the same way of saying the darkness has won? The universe, our uni-verse, isn’t actually as complex or confusing as it is made to be. I could be wrong, but I don’t think there is a mathematical equation to our figuring out our higher selves. It takes some silence to figure it out.  Silence!    And, if we keep looking “out there”, we will miss the greatest story ever told.
You only keep awakening to your own self in your head….
You only keep awakening to your own self in your head….
We aren’t just the body…and the mind that identifies as the body. We are singular focal point of consciousness projecting the entire universe around us. From micro to macro and back again! That is a truth. That is being exposed scientifically….and is the yummy core of many ancient faiths.
The energy that we title our “spirit or soul” is perhaps what it is all about.. My gosh, how many times did Jesus talk about light…and do you actually think this is just a metaphor? Now, consider this when times seem dark!
Where our attention flows…..
Beware of the trick that darkness is playing with us humans.
Are you controlled or free? Are you in light or darkness?
Do you get who you are? My gosh, get out and go to nature!
It is easy to count the seeds in a apple but a little bit more difficult to count the apples in a seed.
Please watch
https://prepareforchange.net/2018/10/17/q-we-are-the-plan/

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Growing

Growing

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Laying the form

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I create it just to create it.
It uses me
I fall into its’ hands
Knowing the time will come
Knowing it has begun
I extends beyond me
My time, my work, my effort
Grace is made from many pains
My body is in it
Attention is the beginning of devotion.
– Me – Naja

“Teach the children. We don’t matter so much, but the children do. Show them daisies and the pale hepatica. Teach them the taste of sassafras and wintergreen. The lives of the blue sailors, mallow, sunbursts, the moccasin-flowers. And the frisky ones—inkberry, lamb’s quarters, blueberries. And the aromatic ones—rosemary, oregano. Give them peppermint to put in their pockets as they go to school. Give them the fields and the woods and the possibility of the world salvaged from the lords of profit. Stand them in the stream, head them upstream, rejoice as they learn to love this green space they live in, its sticks and leaves and then the silent, beautiful blossoms. Attention is the beginning of devotion.

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We were told that we would see America come and go. In a sense America is dying, from within, because they forgot the instructions of how to live on earth.Its the Hopi belief, its our belief, that if you are not spiritually connected to the earth, and understand the spiritual reality of how to live on earth, its likely that you will not make it.Everything is spiritual, everything has a spirit, everything was brought here by the creator, the one creator. Some people call him God, some people call him Buddha, some people call him Allah, some people call him other names. We call him Tunkaschila… Grandfather.We are here on earth only a few winters, then we go to the spirit world. The spirit world is more real then most of us believe. The spirit world is everything.Over 95% of our body is water. In order to stay healthy you’ve got to drink good water. … Water is sacred, air is sacred. Our DNA is made out of the same DNA as the tree, the tree breaths what we exhale, we need what the tree exhales. So we have a common destiny with the tree. We are all from the earth, and when earth, the water, the atmosphere is corrupted then it will create its own reaction. The mother is reacting. In the Hopi prophecy they say the storms and floods will become greater. To me its not a negative thing to know that there will be great changes. Its not negative, its evolution. When you look at it as evolution, it’s time, nothing stays the same.You should learn how to plant something. That is the first connection. You should treat all things as spirit, realize that we are one family. Its never something like the end. Its like life, there is no end to life”

-Floyd Red Crow Westerman

The Water Song Project engages women around the world to become keepers of the water in spirit and action.

VIDEO www.thewatersong.com www.thewatersong.com VIDEO

SING FOUR TIMES, EACH TIME FACING ONE OF THE FOUR DIRECTIONS IN THIS ORDER:
EAST, SOUTH, WEST, NORTH

Nee bee wah bow
En die en
Aah key mis kquee
Nee bee wah bow
Hey ya hey ya hey ya hey
Hey ya hey ya hey ya ho

“We sing this song like a lullaby. The song means  the water is the life’s blood of our mother the earth. Water is the life’s blood of our own bodies”

— Grandma Nancy

It starts with an Algonquin Water Song that expresses loving gratitude for the water and raises the consciousness and connection of women with Mother Nature’s greatest gift. The song is easy to learn, and our vision is that millions of women will sing it, raising their own connection and awareness of the water they interact with daily even in the shower or at the sink. We believe this is a powerful step to change, leading to both a spiritual as well as environmental shift on our planet.

Our water is under siege from pollution, climate change, mismanagement, and corporate environmental disaster, Without clean water, we cannot live. In Native American and many other indigenous cultures, women are the Keepers of the Water, and men are the Keepers of Fire. In recent months, many brave women who are Water Protectors have captured the attention of the world whether at Standing Rock, attempting to stop the pipelines, or Flint, Michigan, demanding clean water for their children, or ever increasing battlegrounds of environmental disaster.

The Elders have understood since the beginning of time that clean water is essential for the survival of all living beings, and they continue to fight and advocate for Mother Earth’s most precious resource. Now, they are asking women to join them for one minute a day to sing to the water. It is incumbent for all of us, especially the women, to help them raise awareness and protect the water for future generations.

Sing the Water Song from Sing The Water Song on Vimeo.

Lil One’s First Visit To The Land

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Jim and I are not people of money.  We are simple folk and we are willing to put the sweat equity into this dream.   I believe with all my being the results will be far beyond wealth of economics.   Too many in this world use money to create this type of dream and I know the element of money equity in nature does not close the circle of magic.  The magic includes getting your hands dirty.    This dream considers Kaya as our primary motivation force.   This is our gift to the land, to her and to human kind.   Our commitment to this resulted in the land being placed Kaya’s name.    This is her land as she is within us.   Property ownership is not about the legal stances.  It is about creating a little space so that generations to come will know, remember and understand.   And, that is how it should be!  AHO!

 

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The Labyrinth Garden – The Beginning

The Labyrinth Garden – The Beginning

On the other side of the Elven Forest appears the Labyrinth
That will adorn the bloom of Flanders Fields
The silt soil covers perfectly the forest floor
Full of years of mulched ancient yields.

Time to take a walk
Step by step!

The labyrinth combines the imagery of the circle and the spiral into a meandering but purposeful path. This archetype at its most basic level, is a metaphor for the journey to the center of your deepest self and back out into the world with a broadened understanding of who you are.

Each step reveals to you who you are and how you operate in this world.  Be mindful each time you place your foot…what is going on in your head. What is felt in your heart?

Labyrinth in Poppies Fields

Facing FEAR

Welcome To My Daily Muse

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Today.....

Fear, it is the great awakener!    We tend to coil from it…but what if we stood a solid ground in the face of fear?

To be alive at this time means to become a witness, willing or unwilling, to the loosening of the web of nature as well as the unraveling of the fabric of culture. It demands our maturity.  It asks us to face the fear!

 
When faced with difficulties, a child will often run the side of a parent looking for the place of least tension and greatest comfort/security. We learn to handle the threats as we grow. Maturity is a person’s ability to withstand and even understand the tensions and challenges that come with growing up and facing the issues at hand (not hiding) square on. It is also taking responsibility for it all. Ownership (of self or anything else for that matter) is taking responsibility.
 
If mature means “to ripen,” not simply to take on responsibilities but to be exposed to the weather of life and become fully grown well-rounded….it comes with responsibility. In order to withstand the stress of life, a person must become who they truly are at their core seed and ripen into the unique individual they are intended to be from the very beginning fully responsible. So, if that seed is not growing, consider composting and setting a more fertilized container.
 
And, remember, creation didn’t happen…it is always happening.

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Welcome To My Daily Muse

Daily thoughts, contemplations, realizations and awakenings!   My journey of life with words!

One Voice

Today.....

Do you know what I love? I love being open and listening to the world. I love being open and listening to myself. I love being able to put puzzle pieces of particulates into place and see a new picture. I love assuming nothing is only rationale, logical and factual. I love watching how the bigger mind is operating. I love hearing and considering that which I did not think about or upon. I love being pushed to a place where I am in question and then seeing/discovering the morsel of truth. I love the mystical and the esoteric. It definitely explains a lot of things unexplainable in our world. I love entertaining bigger and bigger possibilities and then seeing it even bigger in wonder. I love the work (although that is really hard). I love practicing being gentle as I know I can be harsh. I love knowing when to walk away, when to go straight in and when to let it be. After all is said, all is done, all is considered, I love being able to return to the shire where the true living exists. Green and alive! Its’ simplicity emanates from a living in service to others…friendship, dedication and honour for the littleness that brightly smiles and sometimes cries. If there is one purpose for us all, it is this…service to others. Now, how are you being that….all you have to is ask yourself in your own private mind, where I am serving me? Hopefully you can acknowledge that program that is a wolf in sheep’s clothing.

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The Great Awakening – Fly Wheel

The Great Awakening – Fly Wheel

There is something that ties everything together!

For those that get, you will understand the dynamics of our times muddling the greater truths. We are all in the echo chamber that is expanding…stretching us into something new.

I want it and I don’t…that little space in between that stretches the mind in two. Both sides having a reasonable explanation for the realities that exists.

I get it and I don’t…always questioning, wondering, waiting for the confirmations and proof of reality that both and all are shuffling me towards a deeper understanding of a core space that holds, entirely both equally. This is where the awakening is going. For those that get it, you are forced to do something about it…if you don’t you, well, suck!

I get excited and apprehensive….emotions that like kissing both causations of the same physical responses. Emotions that, if aware, are heading in the same direction but attach different stories. Which story gives the highest potential….listen to that!

Both sides create all sides in circle…they are ripples of character each having a unique voice that is completely sensible from different angles. But, they are opposite and magnetize apart.

What if…what if we were about to learn and discover a truth, a reality, that tied everything together and blew everything apart? Are we ready for that? Few are! These truths will alter who we are and what we are! No one will escape the explosion of this knowledge that has existed always and always and forever. It has been used as magic, a weapon and a wand causing spells that fog time-space reality. The wake up is not just about “knowing” although “knowing” is the spell breaker. Wake up will torment you, torture you and tear it all a part. The fragments will scatter as everything inside and out.

What is happening that will change everything? What is connected to everything? It is there? Are you even a wee bit curious?

Are we resisting changes? Yes, many are! The rotational speed from inertia is delivering an energy at rates beyond the ability of an energy source…. collecting energy in a flywheel over time and then releasing it quickly, at rates that exceed the abilities of the energy source.

We are in the flywheel This scattering causes it all….nothing will escape.

I get it, want it, see it and I don’t. Fly wheel.

I Want to Live in Truth

I am sick to death of the illusions and lies we are forced to swallow day in and day out. All I want, is to live in truth. I want to deal with facts, with honesty, and with logic. I want to work with other people to find realistic solutions to the problems we face. I want to change the conditions of suffering because I believe it is infinitely possible to do so.

All of the barriers to our progress are artificial, and I want to obliterate them. We all deserve to live in a society which values self-determination, truth, and justice. Yet here we are, forced, through no fault of our own, to live in a reality which values compliance with the status quo, manufacturing of consent, and inequality. This imposed reality makes me want to crawl out of my skin. We are not made for this, these are not our natural values; we are made to live in truth and love.

When I think back, ten years ago, I didn’t feel under siege by propaganda and attempts to manipulate my reality. But, I realize now that it was still happening to me. Ten years ago I did not have a visceral reaction to reject falsity every time I read the paper, watched the news, or watched TV shows and movies. All of which became intolerable because I could tell they were lying or trying to propagandize me by glorifying the very apparatuses which make injustice possible (the judicial system, cops, the military, the government, the spy agencies, the war makers and imperialists).

“People are naturally curious animals, and they will seek out what they are ‘not allowed’ to see. Censorship works best if people are unaware that it is happening.” – Caitlin Johnstone 2018

Back then, I did not know everyone was lying to me. I was in my 30’s before I even heard the words “manufacturing consent.” I didn’t know anything about the power structures of our society and I had no real understanding of how government and law actually worked. I certainly had no idea that the history I had been taught about our country and its government… was partial truth at best. My ignorance back then was mind-numbing, which is exactly the intent of those who manufactured it.

Ten years ago I was asleep because the system I was born into put me to sleep. It did so to make me compliant and docile. I was never happy in this state, but I went along to keep a roof over my head and food in my belly, contorting myself to fit their corporate-friendly consumer mold. I didn’t know any other way, but I bitterly resented my assigned role. So, I began to revolt. At first, it was just in little ways, and then in much larger ones. I began to seek knowledge. I began to ask fundamental questions. I began to change my life in tangible ways. I began, to wake up.

Waking up isn’t about knowing there is something wrong, I always knew that. Waking up is about finding the truth and acting upon it, it’s about gaining and accepting information which shatters your attachment to the false reality you have been sold. It means tearing down your own ego, which was constructed of those lies, and rebuilding it from the ground up. It means sacrifice, pain, and work.

Rebuilding your own value system, your own understanding of history and reality is thankless work. No one will pay you to work on yourself, to raise your own consciousness, or to develop a healthy mental state of being. You must do this work as a labor of love, self-love actually. You must do this work knowing that being the most authentic and compassionate version of yourself is inherently a contribution to the overall wellbeing of humanity, whether you can measure the effect or not.

"A Just Eclosed Giant Swallowtail" by Corn Farmer ©2015 
“A Just Eclosed Giant Swallowtail” by Corn Farmer ©2015

There are only two responses to realizing we are all corporate slaves living in a form of corporate neofeudalism. Either, you stand up and fight or you roll over and die. There is no purgatory between truth and reality, you must accept what you have learned, and then decide what you’re going to do with that information.

Waking up is fucking hell, but it is necessary. That is what I’m trying to tell you. It is messy and traumatic. It is gut-wrenching and sob-inducing. It will break all bonds, and set you adrift. Finding your way back requires immense work on yourself, but it will also force you to rise to the occasion. It will put your back against the wall and either you come out fighting or you don’t. When you discover your own capacity to fight it fills you up with courage, hope, and ultimately a fierce determination. You emerge from the chrysalis remade.

This is a hard path to walk. Now that your eyes are wide open you begin to see everything differently. You begin to realize just how inundated people are with manipulations once they no longer slip into your mind unchallenged. You feel isolated because so many of the people you know are still asleep, and you cannot bear to play along.

There comes a point when you cannot bring yourself to engage in small talk anymore. When you no longer consume goods so you don’t care about the material shit everyone else is oohing and ahhing over, and when you are simply no longer willing to remain silent for the sake of someone’s comfort level. You are now the disruptor butterfly flittering through every social group you belong to, shattering illusions and causing conflict. You cannot help it, it’s who you are now and you cannot change no matter how many sleepwalking friends abandon you in disgust.

No, you are awake and you want more than anything to shout the truth from the rooftops. You no longer care what people think about your actions, your clothes, or some fake ass status in the commercial world. You are bursting with rage, and hope, and passion about the truths you have discovered. You want to change the world!

But, everyone around you is asleep and to them, you look like a raving lunatic. They still believe the lies they are told. It’s not their fault, but you are still right, so what do you do with that? How do you pick your battles when every one of them seems worth it? How do you leave someone you love to live an illusion… how do you leave anyone to live an illusion? More importantly, how do you show people you are not the raving lunatic, but instead they are and just don’t know it yet?

I don’t really have the answers to these questions; we all kind of need to find the answers for ourselves. I cannot tell anyone else how to navigate their own inner work, how to determine the right thing to do, or what strategy will work best for them. Self-determination is about each of us deciding those things on our own. We each choose what to believe and what actions we will take in response to the gained knowledge.

The one thing I do know is that we’ve all been lied to, in so many ways, and about so many things. These lies have divided us, and the truth will set us free. Free to unite. Free to collaboratively solve our problems.CLICK TO TWEETFree to blow the world away with the radical change we could accomplish together. Throughout recorded history, human beings have always sought to work in unity with each other for the common good. Our divisions are manufactured and then exploited and we must stop allowing this to happen.

So, cultivate understanding and compassion for your fellow victims of this falsity, this divide and conquer tactic. If you do, we might finally see our common enemy for who they are. A tiny cabal of rich people who purposefully made sure we remain ignorant and ripe for manipulation and control. We are the source of these plutocrats’ gravy trains, but only for as long as enough of us don’t know that we are.

It is not a lack of mutual goals and desires among people; it is the lack of truth and facts which divides us endlessly. It is an inability to gain consensus on even the most basic of things which cripples our ability to create change in society. If we can gain even a modest unity around an idea then we the people become unstoppable. That is why I want to live in truth… I want us to be unstoppable.

I don’t believe that allowing suffering, war, and an economy of death is who we are in our hearts. So, let us rise to meet this occasion. Let us unite around finding truth and solutions which benefit the human condition rather than profit lines. If we are successful we will shake the foundations of our rotting system until we have cleared enough space to build something new, something better, something for all of us.

“What we call our destiny is truly our character and that character can be altered. The knowledge that we are responsible for our actions and attitudes does not need to be discouraging, because it also means that we are free to change this destiny. One is not in bondage to the past, which has shaped our feelings, to race, inheritance, background. All this can be altered if we have the courage to examine how it formed us. We can alter the chemistry provided we have the courage to dissect the elements.”  ― Anais Nin, The Diary of Anaïs Nin, Vol. 1: 1931-1934

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